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| http://www.xanga.com/seabreeze85
i thought it was time for a change | | |
| - If I aint got you some people want diamon rings,

some just want everything

but everything means nothing.
if I aint got you
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| Apparently I'm not very special at all. According to biology I should
be the only one of me around, however, due to recent happneings, it
makes me wonder.. am i a clone?!
today:
SplaHitEmUp (¿ÀÀü 11:51:01): i saw slutty you today!
SplaHitEmUp (¿ÀÀü 11:51:11): there was this girl on campus that looked like u but slutty
SplaHitEmUp (¿ÀÀü 11:51:22): and i made sure it wasnt u by making for sure eye contact
last last week: i went clubbing, and at century club people would
randomly say "hi! where have you been?" and then go.. "oh! sorry I
thought you were someone else"
my friend from high school and her roommate

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| I'm already gone..
but other than that, Lately I've been trying to be productive, get
busy, and stay busy. I better focus though, midterm's on
thursday. Today overall was pretty good. I really
appreciate my roommate and just how awesome she is :) Chilling out at
the Housing office was a real picker upper =D ( that and friends are
just about the best thing that has ever happened to me so far )
She's also going to "bid" for me haha =D
But there are times like today, I was walking home from school, and for
a split second I relieved the past, the feelings started to rush into
my mind like a tidal wave. Everything hit me. Not just the
break up, but the family troubles, the mistrust, the funeral,
everything. It felt like more than a migraine, it caught me
hard, and all i wanted to do was stare at the sky. Time stood
still, and all that mattered was the gaping black hole i felt.
They say a few moments are all that' s needed to define a person's
life. I hope that wasn't going to be one of them.
That, and I haven't slep too well lately. bad dreams.
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| What Grinds my gears
I don't want to be mean, but there are days when I want to smack the people who write in all caps, bold and underlined text. It's probably meant to emphasize what they're saying, but it's just a little bit over the top. Raises an eye brow or two. That really grinds my gears.
Other than that.. I've been in a shitty mood already, so the small annoyance that I'll usually ignore has been raised to the level of pet peeve. Paul says it becomes real obvious when I'm pissed or annoyed. You'd have to be a dumbass not to notice. I wonder how much of that is a good thing. It's only real function is that it would let other people know how I feel, and if they decide to be assholes about it, then I'd know what kind of people they are. But I'm typing this up when I'm in a little bit of rage.
but that's the trouble with love. | | |
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